The Silken Tent

The Soul Ajar — A Journal for 2005

 The soul should always stand ajar, ready to welcome the ecstatic experience. — Emily Dickinson



 

January 7, 2005
Friday


The James Lett Company is the oldest name in photography in this town. Indeed, their advertising materials bill them as "America's oldest camera store." They've been in business here more than a century and are still a family enterprise. There's a one-hour photo place in every little strip mall, and you can buy a camera almost anywhere too. But if you want service or advice from somebody who knows the state of the art, you go to Lett's. And that's where I went this morning in the service of my planned (and now much-announced) trip to Wyoming.

I want a new camera. Currently I'm using a Canon Sure Shot that makes a funny noise when the lens retracts and closes. I've never liked this camera very much. It replaced an earlier model Sure Shot I bought in 1984 and lost around 1989. That's the camera I used for those million rolls of film that every new mother shoots of her baby. It's the one that took the Halloween pictures I posted here in 2001.

The replacement, the one I took to Scotland and Ireland, the one that took the picture of a wonderful old catalpa tree I saw in Amherst, Massachusetts in 2002, does a good enough job, but it never had the charm and the good feeling of the original, and, like all point-and-shoots, it has its limitations. For quick snaps such as the picture of the church crèche of my childhood and the beautiful young women who went to the junior prom in 2003 I use a digital camera that Ron likes but that I've never really made friends with. It too has its limitations.

When I go to Wyoming this summer, and back to Vermont this year or next, or even when I walk along the river right here at home, I want to be able to take really nice pictures. I'm not talking about the grand scenic vistas that grace my Wyoming calendar. I'm talking about the things only I see, like the business sign I saw in Denver, Pennsylvania in 1999.

So I went to Lett's this morning, prepared to ask questions and to learn. The company occupies a building on Market Street in Lemoyne, a commercial strip of car dealers and beer distributors and some small businesses such as independent travel agents and consignment shops. There's a parking lot in back, and behind the building several streets of older double houses and frame story-and-a-half bungalows.

The shop was being attended by Mr. Bill, the owner, and a fresh-faced red-headed kid in his twenties. I remembered him from November 2003 when I'd taken in some negatives of action shots of Lynn done by a professional photographer who is also a hockey father. He uses a lens the size of a piece of artillery and his pictures stop the ball in mid-air and capture the beads of sweat on the girls' faces. You don't take work like that to the drop-box at the supermarket for printing. I'd asked the kid the same questions back then (for the same purpose!) and got the same advice now — buy a film camera that has automatic and manual capabilities and that can expand with different lenses, filters, and other doo-dads, and find the time and the patience to learn how to use it. The recommended model now as then is a Canon EOS Rebel K2, retailing for $299.99.

While we were talking the phone rang twice, and the two men took turns explaining things to me and showing me examples of what the basic lens that comes with the outfit can do and what I can achieve with the next lens I'll probably want. It was about noon, and presently the mail carrier walked in.

"Have you seen Mrs. B_____ recently?" she asked.

"She was over here Wednesday morning, I think," said Mr. Bill.

"Well, she didn't take the mail in yesterday and there's two newspapers on the porch. And I can't hear the tv."

"I'll go check on her," said Mr. Bill.

Mrs. B_____ is an older woman whose little house shares a driveway with the camera store's parking lot. Mr. Bill has a key to her front door and her emergency contact information. She checks in with them every few days, and they keep her driveway and sidewalks cleared of snow and leaves. "She's a sweet lady," the kid said.

It wasn't long before Mr. Bill came back. His face was ashen and his aspect subdued.

"She's gone," he said. "I have to call her son. I already called EMS."

The young man's face fell. He went back to what he'd been telling me, but I knew he was distracted. I told him I was thinking about a basic photography class at the community college that starts on January 27. He urged me to sign up for it. "You don't have to buy this camera today," he said. "It's always in stock. Think about it, come back maybe closer to the day class starts." When I left, the EMS ambulance was blocking the common driveway and I had to use a different one.

I have almost $200 left from Christmas. I'd already decided to send some of it to UNICEF, and the rest I thought I'd use for the camera, which I thought was going to cost about $150. I checked around on the discount store sites. Circuit City and Best Buy both have it in stock for $259.99. I've bought two tv sets at Circuit City and Lynn's microwave at Best Buy (and a gift card for her boyfriend because the day she sent me there, Christmas Eve, there was no way I was going to search amid the competing noises of tvs and stereos to find the right headphones for his MP3 player). All of those things you just get out of the box and plug in to the wall. You don't need a manual and a five-session course to teach you how to use them, so it's probably okay that the clerk you bought them from only knows how to make Easy Mac'n'Cheese and will likely be working someplace else within a week.

But forty dollars is forty dollars.

And then I thought of Helen, a character in my novel-in-progress. She's in her sixties and lives alone. She's two hours away from any family and doesn't communicate with them often, and she worries sometimes that she'll die alone, that no one will know she's gone until weeds have overtaken her dooryard and newspapers cover the porch. And I thought of the people UNICEF is helping, now and always, the lonely, the lost, the wretched of the earth.

Any business where the proprietor looks after his neighbor and is on a first name basis with the mail carrier, where an employee spends time answering questions and being sure the customer is learning what she needs to know, and where they apologize for being temporarily distracted by human concerns — well, that's a business I'm glad to patronize.

I went back to the store before it closed and bought the camera. It was, I think, forty dollars well spent.

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