The Silken Tent

The Soul Ajar — A Journal for 2005
Beginning with Holidailies 2004

 The soul should always stand ajar, ready to welcome the ecstatic experience. — Emily Dickinson



 





Holidailies 2004

December Word Count: 9216

December 16, 2004
Thursday

Thursday mornings I usually attend Faith with Friends, a group of women from my church who gather for coffee and conversation about matters of faith and spiritual development. It's not a conventional bible study, since we rarely concentrate on a single scriptural text. Last year, for example, we read Walking the Bible, the recounting of one's man journey through all the places mentioned in the Pentateuch. This fall we read The Purpose-Driven Life, a spiritual guide which has become enormously popular but which we found overly simplistic and works-based. We're not exactly a book club either. We've done spiritual autobiographies and tried out non-Western approaches to prayer. Participation in this group is the anchor of my week. Something else taking place on a Thursday morning has to be extraordinarily compelling to pull me away.

Today we went on a holiday outing to Allenberry Resort for the buffet and matinee performance of "Christmas Dream on Angel Street." I have to confess here that I was not looking forward to the event. The day begins at 10 a.m. with an extravaganza of a food spread. It's a typical all-you-can-eat hotel buffet with prime rib, spiral ham, roast turkey, three kinds of potatoes, a hot vegetable bar, a cold vegetable bar, steamed shrimp, a fruit table, a bread table, and a dessert table. No person could or should eat even some of everything, although I suspect there are people who do. For someone trying to watch portion sizes during this season of abundance, navigating such a spread at midmorning knowing you'll be hungry at dinner time no matter how much or how little you take is an unwelcome challenge. I don't even want to think about the vast amounts of prepared food that must be thrown away.

After the meal you go over to the playhouse for the performance. "Christmas Dream on Angel Street" is the latest in a series of original shows put together by a local playwright. It's a typical sentimental story about the efforts of a young woman to capture the affections of a former town resident now returned from the big city to run his parents' struggling ski lodge. The story serves only as a way to set up performances of popular Christmas songs. There is a pack of adorable children whose activities move through the scenes, and a subplot set in a nursing home which shows a disabled character and a very old man in a non-stereotyped but not (surprisingly to me) overly saccharine way. The sets and the performances, by local but accomplished professional actors, are first-rate. Still, attending this play along with the feasting would not be my first choice for a seven-hour event that costs $42.50.

One member of the group is very enthusiastic about soirees like this and she is the one who organized it. She attends many such programs at this venue, including their famous Murder Mystery Weekend, which costs $400 and includes three days of meals such as I have described, all connected by scenes from a play. Reporting on this event is the closest I'll probably come to a whine in this space about all the things I have to do for Christmas. Truly, I rarely do something because I feel obligated. But I wouldn't have done this if I didn't want to be part of this group.

At the end of the play the actors come off the stage into the audience and assemble in the lobby where they greet the playgoers and thank them for coming. As we made our way along the receiving line I saw that the lead female character was trying to corral the attention of three of the children who had turned mildly rambunctious. I bent down to the smallest child, a little girl about six whose performance had been beguiling in its innocence. "Oh I like your earrings!" she exclaimed. They were just simple Christmas trees, bought at Target probably for about $5.00.

That was enough to send me away glad that I had come.

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(Previous volumes of this journal can be accessed from the directories below.)
Dwelling in Possibility 2004
The Gestures of Trees 2003

  My Letter to the World 2002
  My Letter to the World 2001
  My Letter to the World 2000
My Letter to the World 1999

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